Distraught
November 14, 2008
I am distraught. We have this annual academic awards night and it was tonight. I have just got back. I am so infuriated because I am clearly the best at technology by a mile and my friend got the award meaning she is the best at it. I mean I basically do her work for her. I am so mad that I am thinking of the best ways to make my friend suffer and suffer really really badly. Of course, I would get in major trouble if I actually did them but visualizing them helps.
Also I got a different technology award and she gave me hell about it. I mean she told me I was a geek and when she got her award she said she might as well get a certificate saying dork. It’s like she doesn’t even want it! I mean I would give anything to have it. I deserve it. I keep needing to turn around and scream into my pillow I am so mad. It might not seem like a lot but it was my goal for this year and I earned it.
UHRGH!!!!! !*#&(&!(~*(&(*@~(
Sorry about that but I need somewhere to let off steam. Write tomorrow because it’s really late.

